Saving lives, one kid at a time

John Borgstedt
John Borgstedt

By Dr. Vivian Dorsett Phd
Foster Focus Contributor

SOCIAL MEDIA  is such an amazing 21st century technological miracle! And as a Criminal Justice & Sociology professional I 
stepped into the experience with the greatest of caution! And what I found was this phenomenon called FaceBook which has 
allowed Foster Care Alumni across America to connect and network at amazing speeds, as the national alumni movement 
continues to grow. So when I was approached this past April on FaceBook by John Borgstedt with a friend request, as usual, I 
proceeded with caution and researched him, just a little bit, before accepting his request. As he thanked me for accepting his 
request, and informed me of whom he was, his book, his movie. I informed him of Foster Care Alumni of America and how to join!

As our conversation continued we exchanged emails, and continued our introductory discussion with one another about our 
lives as children from foster care, alumni and the continued trauma that we deal with, such as hearing a song on the radio that 
reminds us of an event in care while we were children. But isn’t that the same for every individual, reminders of childhood 
memories? Why are we as alumni any different? John informed me about his work with Texas CASA(Court Appointed Special 
Advocate), and I thought to myself great, we are from the same great state of Texas! He speaks for CASA events and I sit on 
the Texas CASA board of directors.

Our alumni worlds are so small!

51+g+mHK4DL._SY400_John sent me his book, I Love You Mom, Please Don’t Break My heart! Before I read it, I had to prepare myself, being the 
President of the Texas Chapter of Foster Care Alumni of America, I speak to so many young adults, professionals and hear the 
saddest stories. I was in care for sixteen years until I aged out in 1982, but through my more recent involvement with FCAA have 
come to realize my childhood traumatic experience in faith based child welfare system was nothing compared to the experiences
of the stories and alumni I have met and spoken with in the last five years.

Reading John’s book confirmed to me that my life was a cake walk! For John’s book is filled with the sorrow of a little boy, who 
wanted nothing more than his mother to love him, instead she tried to kill him. I read his book on a trip as I flew to Washington D.
C. for a foster care policy council meeting. Completed the book on my way back, it wasn’t a very long book, however the content 
so amazingly sad and traumatic for any child, youth or adult to have to contend with was an easy read literally, but a painful 
read emotionally. Before reading, I tried to prepare myself for the experience to realize what I was about to get myself into, 
emotionally. After attempted murder by his mother, foster homes, group homes, juvenile detention, and several suicide attempts 
and incarceration, it  is a wonder this man is still alive, and I’m so glad and honored to have met him and requested to interview 
him by Chris Chmielewski, founder of Foster Focus magazine.

As I interviewed John, I asked him what led you to write a book? At one point in this life he was at a children’s psych unit and he 
would look in to the mirror and sing Michael Jackson’s song Man in the Mirror and the lyric “make the change” made him think 
about himself and his purpose. His five years being incarcerated the thought about writing a book about himself that could help 
others like him. He knew he had a story but didn’t know what direction to take the book and then he met his wife, Virginia. She 
helped him finance and produce the book which he began marketing himself. John stated he wrote the book “to help others and 
despite everything I’ve been through the book shows people they can succeed if they have the will to succeed. It helps people 
realize there are others with worse situations than you”. John felt that even people that haven’t experienced foster care can be 
helped by reading his book. His original thought was to help kids, but realized that his book helps adults too.

What can people take from the book: “Life lessons, its relevant to all of us and our lives. Many of the stories in the book 
happened to other people. It gives the reader the idea of what these kids go through, whether you adopt children, or just have 
foster children and have high expectations of them. After reading the book maybe you don’t ‘expect’ so much from these kids.”

What advice for adults as to why children aren’t adapting to all the adopted or foster parent has to give to them? “Its not 
working because foster children feel adults are going to give up on us.

Sometimes their too nice giving all the material things a child could want, but the self sabotage the relationship anyway. A local 
celebrity asked me about a boy she adopted and asked my opinion on the behavior issues. I said the young boy self sabotage, 
it’s not really always the parents fault, these children don’t trust and sabotage the relationships because others have let them 
down. Parents question themselves and ask whey we (foster children) do this, and the parents don’t adopt the foster child out 
of self preservation. People try to adopt teens, but teen don’t have the love connection like the biological child does.

Some people ask “Why to some foster children make it”? The successful foster care child pushes above the standards of 
society becoming an over achiever and is very successful.

As I wrapped up the conversation with John, he told me he put a “dent” in success, but is not where he wants to be. He’s going 
to die trying to help people along the way. And I agreed with John about those of us that are from foster care and me being an 
over achiever myself, that even if we reach our goals, it is still not good enough! John stated, “We set the bar higher to achieve, 
my next goal in life is to win an Oscar!”

John Borgstedt Motivational Speaker/Author Office : ( 903 ) 833-5185 [email protected] www.ILoveYouMom.net www.ILoveYouMomMovie.com

 

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